How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. ~ Annie Dillard
Your mind tricks you into believing tomorrow is a reality, thereby giving you permission to waste today.
I spent yesterday reading a light novel -- nothing great, just an enjoyable read. Now, there was nothing wrong with that. In fact, I was more comfortably 'in the moment' than I had been for several days. Relaxation is good, but, being an alcoholic, I nonetheless felt a bit guilty. That got me thinking about relaxation vs. wasting time (aka sloth). I don't really know any rules for telling the difference, but like the classic rule on pornography, I know it when I see it. The fact is that, while yesterday was a very good day, I do waste - kill - too much time and that is something I have to pay attention to.
This is a side of living 'one day at a time' that I too often forget. I am responsible for how I live every day and killing time is a felony.
I work two jobs, have three children, perform service work, have a marriage to be part of... Yet I waste time constantly! And I know I am wasting it too!
ReplyDeleteOf course feel good when I do it, the guilt comes later... after the nap.
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More shall be revealed.
ReplyDelete"Nothing in God's economy is wasted." - Bill W.
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